I am so....

 

I am ...

Angry

Like to  to spit fire

Nothing now I desire

I am...

Sad

Want to painful spiral out

Avoid a nervous bout 

I am...

Lost

Want life's mirage fade

From the oasis of life 

Roam in hills and shades

I am...

Mad

Throw stones at others 

Tear off my hair 

But,who will care?

I am...

Depressed

Want a full stop period end  

Not a bloody comma

Away from dubious drama

I am...

Frustrated 

Failed relationships gawking 

Desires refused walking 

Will the crossroads end?

Before I Bid Adieu ……

 

Submerged in past bundles of dreams

Maple leaves dotting your stone

Resting date on epitaph loudly screams

But, a bird in me remains silent and alone

I sprinkle vivid colours and lush

A canvas strewn with sinful escapades

Vicious thoughts continue to crush

Prick my heart with sharp blades

Oh, my dear painful memoirs

Conclude your melodious cuckoo call

I will applaud you last under the stars

Before I bid adieu to one and all

Shaking off the dusty confessional rugs

Who I was, I should not give a damn

If I wipe my house off past specks

Surely, I will turn into who I am

Bitter Sweet.......

*****

You were once a yellow citrus

Plummy fresh with satin texture

A light crush of love litmus

Turned me red with pleasure

A drop of bitter sweet nectar

Was enough to make me tingle

We joyed and soared together 

Gentle squeezes did intermingle

Satanic lure of sunny shores

Greenbacks overlapped yellows

Grass looked greener in other doors

Landed you in softer pillows

You still remain a lemon

But seedless sliced arc genie

Alluring with horny demon

Mocking on top of martini

Reinvent yourself yet again

Shoo away the weeds awkward

Let there be showers of rain

Sow your seeds in my open orchard

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Unseen and hidden.......

Amidst the stormy sea

I park myself cross legged

Mortal world I flee

Try to be level headed

I sit in lotus position

All those flashbacks

Twirling round me

Chaotic life seems

Sum of all ticks and crosses

Positive and negative

Monsters and mermaids

Both flash their tails

Then a soothing soft whisper  

Awakens me from inertia

A distant galaxy shines

Where all departed souls reside

“There are infinite births

There are infinite deaths

Infinite is the time

Life a long hard climb”

“Short is life’s path

Breaths are countable

So are the relations  

As ordained by Almighty”

“Weep and mourn

Like a dove divine

Bear the speck

Of fate and time”

“Don’t get anchored

By boulders of fear

Unshackle the chains

Ignite the incense of love”

“Rise from the dark caves

Stand on two feet

And live the life

That has been given to you”

“Battle has just begun

Finish the pending tasks

I will always be there

Unseen and hidden”

 *****

     

My beloved Anonymous ….

Every night I want to
Cuddle you

I long to
Caress you 

A last touch ?

But you are far away
In distant lands

 

Where my arms
Cannot not reach

All I have
A scratch of rejection
A soft scar on
Tender heart

I keep humming
Melodies of self-denial

Tossing in iron beds

Heavily chained 

Wait for the dark folds 

Furry quilt of death

Amen !

We Are One.....

A touch so humble

Loaded with  desire

Lustful electrons flowed

Through pores atomic

What is the purpose

Of bond deific

When there is no connection

Of positive ions

Why do we

Hop to higher level

To seek

Solace mysterious

Life is what

We define

In folds of

Conscious self

Let subconscious

Subatomic level

Spin their webs

Of mirages

Bond with me solid

Physical and mental

Merge into me

Unbroken

Palm on palm

Do recite

We are one

One we remain

*****

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Zig Zag Love...

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Don’t 

Booze much

Warns my wife

I steal a salivating glance 

Colourless liquid beckoning me

To guide me through the stormy life

At last conflict flows out of my mind

Vodka trickles down stomach

Burning the channels

Silence followed 

Buds of voice

Sprout

I 

Could 

Now solve 

Complex problems

Chatter non stop philosophy 

Except the solution to my alcoholism

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Hide And Seek

Don't Pelt Stones.....

Swallowed by ignorance and hatred

Nostrils spitting fire like dragons

We raise our voice to destruction

To ravage whosoever comes in our way

Peace buried in our own courtyard

Logic thrown into muddy ponds

We continue to chant in freaky bellows 

Freedom, justice and equality

Feet on accelerator of rash spots

With defective brakes of emotions

We found a new weapon

A stone of primitive instincts

A new race has born

Running helter-skelter

Blind, deaf and bigoted

With stones to pelt

I keep mum and close my eyes

I can not see my nation burning

I run back to my cave to hide

And resume my art on stones 

Tattoo....

Sleepy 

Hollow 

Desire

Floating aimlessly

Sunk to a mere mire

Tormenting endlessly

Hanging lovelorn magnet

Looking for attraction 

Hardened rebellious mindset

Yearning for expression 

Do I seek immorality 

Or external beauty

Do I show off sexuality? 

Or body sooty

Intricate mystic matters

Chanting mantras tantric
Eagles 

Snakes 

 Patterns magical

Colourful, yet eccentric 

Turn Inside outside 

A painful skin statue

Everyone eyed

My brazen bright tattoo

*****

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From Dawn to Dusk.....

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I may not have sweet aroma
Like roses that everyone loves
I may have yellowed tongued petals
But structured in Fibonacci series

Despite your black spots
That nobody notices
I trust you when you rise
Hug you without shame

From dawn to dusk
I carry your name
And follow you
To my last rites 

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Twice-Hugged

An Honour From Poetry Planet.....

Announcing #Ekphrasy25 Ekphrastic Poetry Challenge
Featured Artist

Suman Sharma

Congratulations to the Featured Artist!

With special thanks to Honorable Judges Mir Samsul Haque and Maria Dulce Leitao Reis

Yin and Yang

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On a high pedestal sits the Goddess in tranquil pose
An aura of umbra and penumbra engulfs her seat
She spills her royal rob to create a fertile womb
To delve deep into the realms of motherhood divine

Out of the clay, she creates a figure unique
Adores it with eyes from the rays of Moon and Sun
Kisses to implant another eye on the forehead
To attain higher consciousness beyond cosmos

Maternal bliss and sublime love remain elusive for her
More she yearns, farther it gallops into chills of time
Finally embraces the duality, yin and yang, men and women
For the light can only be encountered in the dark tunnels

Humans or animals, all long for what they don’t have
Satisfaction, wiser people say, is synonymous to death
As long as you have desire, you have the instinct to live
But don’t flutter like moths towards paradise of light

White or coloured, all have the same elements of blood
Mind conflicts with matter and good clashes with evil
Live in peace, harmony and all-pervading universal love
Thus, ordains Frida Kahlo in her silent and implicit gestures
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Copyright Suman 2019

Cheers.....

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I lit a candle

Say “Cheers to all “

I blow off my mind

For another sojourn

Of celebration of life

Life is sum of

Infinitesimal dots of

Happiness and sorrow

Spread randomly

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Twice Hugged : Love Speaks in Silent Vows

Isolation.......

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A city once my humble home, anonymous now 

Littering now with strangers with frown on brow

Where do I dump debris of my forlorn love life

Shredded into pieces by scythe and crooked knife

Whom  do I narrate story of ossified tears

Who will lend me patient unflappable ears 

Every night I board the last train to sleepy bed

Shout the story amidst the rattling sounds of head  

Racing dreams and city merge in flirtation 

Only to fade in morning with pangs of separation

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Eccentric Orbits

Twice Hugged : Love Speaks in Silent Vows

Hide and Seek: Reflections and Encounters of a Wandering Mind